Saturday Blues...

So here it is Saturday, which used to be the funnest day of the week when I was a kid. Now it's just the day of the week where there is more house work then time. To top it all off, the Bean, myself and his daddy are all sick and it's raining. So really my get up and go has got up and went but it really forgot to take me with it.

We have to work on some speech soon and do lunch but really all I want to do is take a nap... oh naps how I miss you! The bean gave them up a couple of years ago. The saddest time ever is when your baby gives up napping that means you haven't got that break in the middle of the day. On the other hand it does mean that they go to bed earlier at night which is a bonus.

The big thing today is the yelling that is going on out side. Every time Beans hears it he sets off which means I have to close all of the windows and on this stuffy type of day it's killer in here. So as it stands right now this problem with hearing other children yell is the hardest one for us to try and concore we don't know why he has this fear but we keep trying to help him through it.

I guess it didn't help that he's an only child and that alot of these noises are new for him but at 5 they aren't that new. The professionals keep telling me it's because children his age and younger are so unpredictable. I think that they are full of crap, I think that it's because it really does hurt the beans ears. SO off we go again to visit with the audiologist. Which will be a trip to hell and back I know this.

Why does Autism have to be such a hateful disease I will never know. I just know that I need to get all the help that I can for my son, even if most of the people I deal with are dipshits.