Happy Flippin' Thanksgiving

If having a child with autism isn't hard enough... add in the fact that his father hates my father and flat out refuses to spend any holidays there. So what happens, I go to everything by myself. He even frigged off half way through the beans birthday with his mother and aunt.

I'm getting tired of it. So tried, it takes alot outta me dealing with the bean that I don't have alot to give to his father. But when this crap happens time and again he can't figure out why I flat out refuse to go to his parents for any thing. I can't even have a private conversation with my friends on the phone.

So here we go around again with more holidays coming up. If something doesn't change then we will become part of the stats. And our bean will be raised in 2 different homes.