Parents... Oh why bother

I have pretty much had it with my parents right now.
It seems that every time that I call they are to busy with the other grandkido's... hells bells they don't even ask how the bean is doing unless I tell them.

So why do I bother?
I don't know, it's not like I had the best of childhoods. To hear my mother talk about it now you would think that everything was peachy keen... she must have forgot. I can't even say that it's old age because she's only 54 yes she had me at 17 and she was from the age of hitting and yes I got it alot.

So why do I get upset about them not taking an interest in my son?
I don't know why I want to make them happy.
I don't know.

It's not that I'm jealous I just feel like he gets left out all the time. There are 2 other kidlets that were born after him and they get all the attention. Mine gets left out all the time much like me and his dad.

Oh well, My Parents are my mess and I'm not going to let them influence my son's life.... so why bother letting it get me down.